Why I wrote, “The Search for the White Picket Fence”

I ran out of reasons not to. Stubbornness is a tough nut to crack.

I recall many a childhood Christmas running my hands through the bowl of nuts perched among Christmas decorations on the mantlepiece with a nutcracker in hand. The nut that always intrigued me was not the hazel, almond, or pecan, although I love them. It was the Brazil nut.

Its meaty flesh lies within, what I found to be, the hardest one to crack. I would strain and squeeze with all my might, leaving indentations in its shell. But eventually, it would give way, and the prize was worth it.

My stubbornness, layered like weathered leather of traits and weaknesses, shielded a vulnerability I am open to. I hope that what is protected by the toughness of this covering is worth sharing with others.

The tally of excuses became outnumbered at the polls. The final count of encounters, encouragements, and endorsements made it clear, but the squeeze that broke the shell was a nudge from God. In the end, it was all I needed.

So with that, I wrote The Search for the White Picket Fence, a story of our journey of walking with God, showing up where He would send us and teach us His ways.

I hope it inspires you to live and tell your story.